i just saw Blue Lagoon....really old movie...makes me want to think....can life really be that simple without all the exterior factors that civilization creates?  I want to live a simple life....a life where jealousy, greed, hatred don't exist....a place where money just a piece of paper....

CNN.com is my homepage...and everytime i open up a window i see all these horrible things...like the man who killed this little girl cause he wanted to eat her..werd....or the ex-wife who killed her estranged husband cause he couldn't keep his "little brother" in his pants....this makes me a sad...how can we be like this?Why are we like this?

Sometimes i just don't understand....and i don't want to accept it for what it is......

and on that note i ate too much ice cream and chocolate cake today....time to sleep it off!

“Trauma Pill”

http://aolsvc.news.aol.com/news/article.adp?id=20060114130509990001&ncid=NWS00010000000001

I kid you not. Scientist are working on a new pill that can, in some sense, “may make the resulting memories less painful and intense.” Word…..that’s a thought…..

Of course this pill doesn’t yet exist, but like they say, they’re working on it. 

So how about it? If given the choice would you take this pill?

I wouldn’t say that I’m totally against the making of this pill, but I definitely don’t think it’s necessary. 

Things happen to us for a reason and each event or chapter in our life is a learning experience. It’s these experiences that help us grow and mature. 

Life lessons teach us what we should and shouldn’t be doing, and how if ever we were to encounter these experience again, would go about it.  If these memories were to ever be erased from one’s memories, aren’t we are bound to repeat history again. We just would never learn.

Sure.... sometimes I wish I could forget certain moments in my life, like an ex or the day I lost my top at the beach (that’s another story another time) where it’s just better to be forgotten, or at least have the memories be numbed. But then again if it wasn’t for moments like those, the pain (or humiliation) I wouldn’t have learned anything.  I wouldn’t know what qualities I should or shouldn’t be looking for in that next (ahem victim) special prospective male friend, or know that I can no longer wear a certain too small bathing suit……

Aren’t there moments in life where you'd wish that you have that "life remote control" where you can just fast forward certain moments.  You know when there would be moments or certain period of one’s life where you could just fast forward, moments where it’s just little tedious and long.  A good director knows how to cut out certain unnecessary scenes from the movie so that the story line can move along smoother and it just wouldn’t drag on. Why couldn’t life be like a movie?  Where we could have control over which “scenes” we could just cut out and move along to something a little more interesting ……I’M SOOO BORED!